I stumbled across this video while trying to find an inspirational video for motivating my students. I find that it is extremely inspirational. Click on the video and learn Will Smith’s wisdom on life and how to excel.
Disclaimer: I did not make this video.
My fears that I revealed in “Coping with Stress” were realized. The chair of my department didn’t give me a teaching assignment for the summer! These teaching assignments were my safety net until I found full-time employment. It is already late April, and people will be hiring for the fall semester not the summer. If it were socially acceptable to stand on the sidewalk and scream in frustration, I would have done so.
My mind is in complete disarray. I have a hard time focusing on anything else, but how to get a job once my current one ends. I don’t have family in the city where I live. I was making good strides towards eating healthy. I am even drinking black tea with mate instead of coffee, (this small victory has lasted 3 days so far). Now, I feel myself going back to the old habits of stress eating.
I am surrounded in negativity at the moment, and it is difficult for me to see any positive aspects of the situation.
Today, I am taking a mini-vacation from work related stuff. I’m sitting by my computer trying to think of stuff to write while waiting for a science lecture to start. Yes, I think of science lectures as being fun. I’m a serious geek and unafraid to admit it. These mini-vacations are one of my coping strategies for stress. If I don’t find a way to manage it, stress will trigger more seizures.
What have I been stressed about? I have my “to do list” running through my mind with all the items that must get done soon, and it is a long list. On top of that, I’m worried about how I’m going to pay my rent during the summer since I haven’t received a teaching assignment yet. I’m worried about my health insurance application. I am also worried about my fall teaching assignments. There is more, but I will stop here for now.
What do you do to cope with stress?
If you have followed along with me, you may have noticed that health insurance is an ongoing issue. I went through some drama attempting to get affordable health insurance around October 2013. In December, they told me to reapply (something about the ACA). Truly I wanted to scream. I got on my computer and told myself that I wasn’t going to sleep until the application was completely filled out online. It took me at least three hours to do it. Since then, I have called periodically to get updates on the status of my application. Apparently, it is still under review. Fortunately, my old plan will be active until about June 2014. At the current moment, I am content to know that at least my application wasn’t lost or something.
Am I the only one who seems to have constant problems with health insurance? I feel really jealous of the people who don’t seem to need it at all. I would have extreme financial difficulties paying for tests, medicine, and regular visits to doctors without it. I will just have to patiently wait and see how this all unfolds.