Day 19: How do you feel about the future?
Retirement will not be a reality for me. I am doing my best to save some money, but it is not going to be enough for me to live for years without working.
If my health takes a turn for the worse, a more likely future is that I will have to stop working and apply for disability. I have been trying to take better care of myself by eating better and going to the gym. I got a membership, but need to go more often.
I guess I am having a hard time seeing my future as nothing but difficult. Occasionally when I hear news about new findings in epilepsy research, it does give me hope.